I'm sick of being treated like a fucking child. I am not stupid, I am not completely inadequate to having an opinion and furthermore expressing it. I never have been fucking stupid so don't treat me like i know nothing at all. Yes I may only be 15, and yes I may have a lot to learn, but speaking one self's mind is something anybody should be able to do. You try and teach me to listen, of which in fact I do. All i do is listen to you and i treasure your opinion like its the only personal opinion that fucking matters. Do I have a choice in listening? For a matter of fact no I don't, but even if i did, I'd chose to. I may not show all the time that I have listened, but coming from an inexperienced fifteen year old teenager, I do. Furthermore I don't think i know everything, and I'm not afraid or embarrassed in admitting that i don't. The point I'm making is, everyfuckingbody can learn something. Whether your 15 or 40. An opinion should be expressed and if your going to teach me to listen, I believe at the moment, you could do it better. You are like me; We both share the fact that we are both very opinionated and one minded. In this situation not always a good thing. You don't listen to me, so therefore regardless of whether I am to respect you, I follow by actions, how do i learn from someone who doesn't listen to me, and yet i am expected to listen to them? I do not shy away from the fact is it common respect and courteous to listen to your elders, and like i have previously said i do. But for one to be respected, you must respect others. I have never said that you are wrong in what you say, however if i am to say something on that point, it is apparently "disagreeing". No i am not disagreeing, I just want to be able to get my point across, which I know will never be able to happen.
I'm sure when I'm your age I would like to think that I have as much experience in life as you do, if not more. But how i prove that to you will be down to what you think and if you think at this moment in time, I'm going to fuck my life up then so be it. because i know in myself that I wont. I'm not that stupid, and I do know how to make moral decisions whether you think i do or not. Maybe you need to look in a teenagers mind a little bit more or go back a few years and remember what it was like to be one. We change constantly, our opinion, our perceptions, our dreams, our hopes, our ambitions. Everybody was 15 at one point.
It's a shame you probably wont read this, and if you do, don't be getting furious or scarily angry at me. Its how I feel and what I think.
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