lovely lovely weekend, until you have that moment when you look in the mirror and think wow you could just try a little bit harder couldnt you?
thats how im feeling.
Im confused about all my emotions at the moment. i could really do with a talk from that really close friend who seems perfect in every aspect yet im positive they cant feel the same way..
there is so many pretty girls, id kill to have that figure, that hair, that style, that bubbly personality where everything just passes over my head.
im starting to think that that dream is drifting further and further away, not that i thought id ever get there anyway.
They say your teen years are when you start to find yourself more, settle down to one person more or less
am i just going to be one of those people that starts really really late with all of that?
Im probably just sounding like a complete depressing low life who has no self esteem at all. I'd say i usually do, but at the moment no i do not.
I always give advice to others problems and let my problems be forgotten until you get that spare moment and they all come back and you cant find it as easy to listen to your own advice.
When i say 'problems' no they're not massive problems that will ever never go away. But they can still upset me, fight with my feelings and make me upset over nothing. Im sure most girls would agree with this.
Lets hope this ridiculously stupid mood soon passes
Sunday 17 October 2010
Saturday 9 October 2010
A little indecisive?
As I haven't posted in a while i thought it was about time to get EVERYTHING out of my system...
Maybe this will help?
First note: I've got so many big ideas at the momentoo! I'm not sure whether these are good points or bad points
I fancy changing my bedroom around a little bit? I want it to be a bit more personal, and cosy. I've decided to collect together loads of different photo frames and pop some quirky prints in it, photos, bits and bobs! sounds like a bit of a plan i think?!
Another change: I'm sick of clothing changing so quickly, such a big list of things i would like to purchase possibly soon if possible?!
1. new skinny jeans (a very big must at the moment)
2.cosy joggers
3. couple of lounging tees
4. worker boots!
5. A new BAG ( so so so so desperately)
6. biggggggggggg knitted jumper
Okay, that's a big enough list but i could go on and on and oonnnn.
another note: I cant seem to get over you..
we'll leave it at that shall we?
OH, and after a lovely trip into Newcastle in Hollisters I'm officially jealous of every tall blonde skinny girl in that shop!
LOVE XX
Maybe this will help?
First note: I've got so many big ideas at the momentoo! I'm not sure whether these are good points or bad points
I fancy changing my bedroom around a little bit? I want it to be a bit more personal, and cosy. I've decided to collect together loads of different photo frames and pop some quirky prints in it, photos, bits and bobs! sounds like a bit of a plan i think?!
Another change: I'm sick of clothing changing so quickly, such a big list of things i would like to purchase possibly soon if possible?!
1. new skinny jeans (a very big must at the moment)
2.cosy joggers
3. couple of lounging tees
4. worker boots!
5. A new BAG ( so so so so desperately)
6. biggggggggggg knitted jumper
Okay, that's a big enough list but i could go on and on and oonnnn.
another note: I cant seem to get over you..
we'll leave it at that shall we?
OH, and after a lovely trip into Newcastle in Hollisters I'm officially jealous of every tall blonde skinny girl in that shop!
LOVE XX
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