funny face

Audery Hepburn

What an inspiration.
A beautiful lady.

"The most important thing in life is to enjoy it- to be happy- thats all that matters"

Joseph Walton

This post is for joseph walton :)
Hiya ! (:
Dunno what to write.. (:
LY SFM BABY!
texty me laterz- LOVE YOU

LOL jks :)
Yhew is da bestesestestest person lyke eva darlin'
I love you. :) XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Hi summer

Well hello there sunshine!
A change from the dull grey skys has been nice for a change! Sat in the garden with the best friend all afternoon and ate a mountain on food. Nothing better, really. Cheeky tan on my back tooo! Bonus! 

The realisation thats it half way through the half term week off leaves a little sick feeling in my stomach. I want it to be the summer holidays. With no worry of revising till christmas mocks, HURRY UP SUMMER.
On a note of revising I really need to get my bum into gear and revise a little more. At the moment, my idea of revising is sat on my bed with music blasting, telly on, and facebook popped up. Need to get motivated!

Little words of wisdom

"Don't try and fix whats not already broken"

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- I've learnt this, try and speak your mind as much as you can, as long as its not some crazy gob shite thats gonna hurt some ones feelings really badly, but being honest is a virtue- i do believe so. I think my worrying and over- analysing obsession has been maintained a little. Well, I try my very hardest

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Theres one thing you can do perfect, be yourself, you do being you perfectly

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This man. 

PIXAR

I want to be an film animation artist.
I LOVE pixar films! I love all animation films, in fact, its become quite apparent recently that i love childrens films. My level of maturity in wanting to grow up is sooooo low..
I love finding nemo. Thats a classic. I could quote so many lines from that film, dont get me started...
But yeah, back to my point! I wanna create animation films! What a class job !


Got me stratford dress yesterday, its lushhhhhhh!

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Poorly Sick!

Being poorly is not nice. Im bored, in bed, surprisingly complaining im missing school?
But there is nothing to do ! ! Mrs mummy has told me to revise- i will... laters. :)
I love waking up and five stupico'clock in the morning and not sleeping through crazy tummy pain. Never fun.

I NEED MONEY. Seriously bad, I need a job, or a massive haul of money from somewhere to buy clothes i want  :( Ive saved up 40, thats never going to get me far :( I reckon with a 100 pound saved ill be able to buy a few little bits but I still dont think it will get me a great deal, clothes are way to expensive!! I need a dress for stratford. I will find one, however when, will be a completely different matter, a bin bag seems like a beautiful creation right now.

Just re-read through my old post, I cant half get a strop on when im angry- wooopsy!
I havent wrote a post for a while so thought I'd try snippet one now, revising has took over my life- complete reason. I just cant. be. bothered. to. revise. I'm sure ill have a few people behind me in agreeing, ITS BORING!!

gonna stop staring at this computer screen now, its making my head hurt and quite frankly my voice is probably boring you; even though you cant actually here my voice- yeah. :)

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Tumblr?

Not so sure how this will go down.. how do you even use it?!
http://cest-ne-rien.tumblr.com/

This is going to be one of those long fucking posts on one of those long fucking days.

I'm sick of being treated like a fucking child. I am not stupid, I am not completely inadequate to having an opinion and furthermore expressing it. I never have been fucking stupid so don't treat me like i know nothing at all. Yes I may only be 15, and yes I may have a lot to learn, but speaking one self's mind is something anybody should be able to do. You try and teach me to listen, of which in fact I do. All i do is listen to you and i treasure your opinion like its the only personal opinion that fucking matters. Do I have a choice in listening? For a matter of fact no I don't, but even if i did, I'd chose to. I may not show all the time that I have listened, but coming from an inexperienced fifteen year old teenager, I do. Furthermore I don't think i know everything, and I'm not afraid or embarrassed in admitting that i don't. The point I'm making is, everyfuckingbody can learn something. Whether your 15 or 40. An opinion should be expressed and if your going to teach me to listen, I believe at the moment, you could do it better. You are like me; We both share the fact that we are both very opinionated and one minded. In this situation not always a good thing. You don't listen to me, so therefore regardless of whether I am to respect you, I follow by actions, how do i learn from someone who doesn't listen to me, and yet i am expected to listen to them? I do not shy away from the fact is it common respect and courteous to listen to your elders, and like i have previously said i do. But for one to be respected, you must respect others. I have never said that you are wrong in what you say, however if i am to say something  on that point, it is apparently "disagreeing". No i am not disagreeing, I just want to be able to get my point across, which I know will never be able to happen. 

I'm sure when I'm your age I would like to think that I have as much experience in life as you do, if not more. But how i prove that to you will be down to what you think and if you think at this moment in time, I'm going to fuck my life up then so be it. because i know in myself that I wont. I'm not that stupid, and I do know how to make moral decisions whether you think i do or not. Maybe you need to look in a teenagers mind a little bit more or go back a few years and remember what it was like to be one. We change constantly, our opinion, our perceptions, our dreams, our hopes, our ambitions. Everybody was 15 at one point. 

It's a shame you probably wont read this, and if you do, don't be getting furious or scarily angry at me. Its how I feel and what I think.

Butter.

AHAHHA

Life. ruined.

Frankie Sandford

Frankie Sandford on the left, they both look gorgeous but, I WANT THAT OUTIFIT. 

How effortless does she look!
I could go on for days about her clothes but i may just bore you a little.. or make my obsession even more clear, instead have a look on the web yourself, I think she's a bit of a style icon. m. 

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Obsession with LookBook

I love blogs. I am so jealous of some peoples blogs.. have you seen some!?
They're crazy good.
I love lookbook. Its like having a nose around styles and fashions and see different ways to wear certain garments. love love! 

LOOKBOOK <<< CLICK HERE X

I need to learn how to do this the real way. 

I want these shoes ! ! !

Charlieeee!

After a friend showed me this video, I absolutely love this guy! !

Everyone should remember this- don't sit and feel brokenhearted- it will all be understood in the end

A minute on the lips, a lifetime on the hips!

These Easter eggs are really not helping my body...
They are so addictive.
I scare myself at how fast I can eat an easter egg, i open one and its gone before i know it!
This has to stop..


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Young Curious minds

I'm young, I've got years left, well i should hope! I just cant help to have my mind constantly wonder, I'm a daydreamer, I must admit!
I think about everything, over analyse every situation, completely over analyse it. 
Now I'm not one to be constantly grumpy, in fact, I'd say I'm usually a happy person, but my god i don't half think about everything.

For example..
Within the next 5/6 years of my life the decisions i make will probably change a lot, GCSE's, A Levels and hopefully university.. (Thats if i can afford it..) Its scary how quickly it may go and how the decisions I make could change a lot!
I don't really want to grow up i don't think.. I'm looking forward to meeting new people, going new places, learning new things, I sound like such a sob, I swear I'm not that bad..

I will admit, I have a lot to learn. I've most recently learnt theres no one near perfect, everyone has their flaws no matter how perfect someone can make themselves to be. You can have gorgeous hair, a gorgeous smile, you know what I mean, but my point is, I don't think someone should use the word "perfect". Perfection can be perceived in many ways throughout different people. It's a matter of opinion. I really should remember this.

On another note, one beautiful lady was known throughout the world today.
Wearing an amazing British ivory silk, English and French lace dress, makes you proud to be English!

Such an iconic dress, simple but beautiful! I loved it!!

The whole royal wedding did bring on a glassy eye, a special moment in history!

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Tea and Toast

Tea and Toast Easter eggs.


I really shouldn't get this excited about easter... Easter eggs are worth getting fat for, i swear they taste better than any other chocolate!

Lots of love!
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I love this song. I adore it.
B E A utiful.

Lots of love! x

I wish you'd stop being so fake & give the real you a chance

"Wanting to  be someone else is a waste of the person you are"

Its funny how thats true.

& Its funny how many people it applies to. 

I'm not one to be "fake" in fact, it puzzles me to think how people get themselves in a situation of not being themselves, I think I havent yet  found who i am as a person, and I suppose it takes time to find the person you are but finding the person you are and being completely different are two different matters. Everyone changes. 

I watched a film last night and it made me realise that you could fall in love with someone ten years ago, and you fall in love with that person, ten years later, that person could be completely different.I suppose that could apply to other matters. Its strange to think that in 20-30 years from now we could be doing something we never ever thought we would be doing, have met or know people we never ever though we would meet. Be with someone that we never ever thought we could be with. Its all a bit strange?

Most things in life seem to be unexpected, its too much full of big surprises that change things in both small and big doses

I think this could apply to any one, at any age, even from being a toddler or a teenager, a parent or an OAP. 

Strange how decisions we make from an early stage can affect us in later life

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tout sonne mieux en francais

So very true.
Apart from songs, i always wonder what they mean when they are in a different language!

Feeder, LIVE, YUM.
effing amazing, too impressed.
One of the best ways i have spent my Friday night!

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You're having my life.

Science course work, get lost.

You're having my life

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I am making myself feel some what better at the fact I've just received my birthday present a day early from my parents, £120!

Enlightened my day completely! very, very happy! 

Going straight into the bank before I get stupid with my money, I'm not wasting it!

Better crack on with "should sun beds be banned" case study.

Oh the joys in life... you know what I'm saying?

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Here we go again, I kind of want to be more than friends...

Bloody hell you love to mess with peoples minds, do you even realise your doing it?
no? no. I didn't think so.
gods sake!

2ndBestmuch.

Makes me feel slightly shit knowing that I'm not "good enough", no you haven't said that, but that's how I'm feeling my friend!

Sometimes you make me feel so special.. sometimes, you make me feel worthless...

"Give it time" 

what more can I do?

Also, this science case study is having my life, "should sun beds be banned?"

I've been told I need to write about 10 pages ?

google is my hero <3

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qY--Yu4kzz0

fairytale.

Cant make my mind up to whether it looks shit or not, ill give it a few days, grown since I last posted a piccy of it up!

"who cares if you disagree, you are not me, who made you king of everything" -King of everything- Sara Bareilles
this could apply to so many people right now!

Love lotsXXXX

i think i need a tidy

A birthday cake (:

Life is to Ironic to fully understand.

That sounds about right, either ironic or just a very dull moment...
Keep having little moments filled with a complete shit feeling that makes me too unhappy.
Not like me at all!

think I'm coming down with some stupid bug to top it off.
mint.

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A little inspiration

Today you must do something that is required of you. Never think that you have done enough, that your job is finished. There's always something that can be done, something that can help to ensure victory. You can't let others be responsible for getting you started. You must be a self-starter. You must possess that spark of individual initiative that sets the leader apart from the led. Self-motivation is the key to being one step ahead of everyone else and standing head and shoulders above the crowd. Once you get going don't stop. Always be on the lookout for the chance to do something better. Never stop trying. Fill yourself with the warrior spirit- and send that warrior into action.

I read this and thought it was an appropriate time to do so, it kind of got me going with the whole revising thing..
From Jonny Wilkinson's book that was introduced to me from papa Gowling

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