Theres one thing you can do perfect, be yourself, you do being you perfectly

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This man. 

PIXAR

I want to be an film animation artist.
I LOVE pixar films! I love all animation films, in fact, its become quite apparent recently that i love childrens films. My level of maturity in wanting to grow up is sooooo low..
I love finding nemo. Thats a classic. I could quote so many lines from that film, dont get me started...
But yeah, back to my point! I wanna create animation films! What a class job !


Got me stratford dress yesterday, its lushhhhhhh!

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Poorly Sick!

Being poorly is not nice. Im bored, in bed, surprisingly complaining im missing school?
But there is nothing to do ! ! Mrs mummy has told me to revise- i will... laters. :)
I love waking up and five stupico'clock in the morning and not sleeping through crazy tummy pain. Never fun.

I NEED MONEY. Seriously bad, I need a job, or a massive haul of money from somewhere to buy clothes i want  :( Ive saved up 40, thats never going to get me far :( I reckon with a 100 pound saved ill be able to buy a few little bits but I still dont think it will get me a great deal, clothes are way to expensive!! I need a dress for stratford. I will find one, however when, will be a completely different matter, a bin bag seems like a beautiful creation right now.

Just re-read through my old post, I cant half get a strop on when im angry- wooopsy!
I havent wrote a post for a while so thought I'd try snippet one now, revising has took over my life- complete reason. I just cant. be. bothered. to. revise. I'm sure ill have a few people behind me in agreeing, ITS BORING!!

gonna stop staring at this computer screen now, its making my head hurt and quite frankly my voice is probably boring you; even though you cant actually here my voice- yeah. :)

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Tumblr?

Not so sure how this will go down.. how do you even use it?!
http://cest-ne-rien.tumblr.com/

This is going to be one of those long fucking posts on one of those long fucking days.

I'm sick of being treated like a fucking child. I am not stupid, I am not completely inadequate to having an opinion and furthermore expressing it. I never have been fucking stupid so don't treat me like i know nothing at all. Yes I may only be 15, and yes I may have a lot to learn, but speaking one self's mind is something anybody should be able to do. You try and teach me to listen, of which in fact I do. All i do is listen to you and i treasure your opinion like its the only personal opinion that fucking matters. Do I have a choice in listening? For a matter of fact no I don't, but even if i did, I'd chose to. I may not show all the time that I have listened, but coming from an inexperienced fifteen year old teenager, I do. Furthermore I don't think i know everything, and I'm not afraid or embarrassed in admitting that i don't. The point I'm making is, everyfuckingbody can learn something. Whether your 15 or 40. An opinion should be expressed and if your going to teach me to listen, I believe at the moment, you could do it better. You are like me; We both share the fact that we are both very opinionated and one minded. In this situation not always a good thing. You don't listen to me, so therefore regardless of whether I am to respect you, I follow by actions, how do i learn from someone who doesn't listen to me, and yet i am expected to listen to them? I do not shy away from the fact is it common respect and courteous to listen to your elders, and like i have previously said i do. But for one to be respected, you must respect others. I have never said that you are wrong in what you say, however if i am to say something  on that point, it is apparently "disagreeing". No i am not disagreeing, I just want to be able to get my point across, which I know will never be able to happen. 

I'm sure when I'm your age I would like to think that I have as much experience in life as you do, if not more. But how i prove that to you will be down to what you think and if you think at this moment in time, I'm going to fuck my life up then so be it. because i know in myself that I wont. I'm not that stupid, and I do know how to make moral decisions whether you think i do or not. Maybe you need to look in a teenagers mind a little bit more or go back a few years and remember what it was like to be one. We change constantly, our opinion, our perceptions, our dreams, our hopes, our ambitions. Everybody was 15 at one point. 

It's a shame you probably wont read this, and if you do, don't be getting furious or scarily angry at me. Its how I feel and what I think.

Butter.

AHAHHA

Life. ruined.

Frankie Sandford

Frankie Sandford on the left, they both look gorgeous but, I WANT THAT OUTIFIT. 

How effortless does she look!
I could go on for days about her clothes but i may just bore you a little.. or make my obsession even more clear, instead have a look on the web yourself, I think she's a bit of a style icon. m. 

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Obsession with LookBook

I love blogs. I am so jealous of some peoples blogs.. have you seen some!?
They're crazy good.
I love lookbook. Its like having a nose around styles and fashions and see different ways to wear certain garments. love love! 

LOOKBOOK <<< CLICK HERE X

I need to learn how to do this the real way. 

I want these shoes ! ! !

Charlieeee!

After a friend showed me this video, I absolutely love this guy! !

Everyone should remember this- don't sit and feel brokenhearted- it will all be understood in the end