A little Update

On a first note: Hope Everyone had a lovely Christmas! 

To be very honest, it didn't feel like Christmas that much? It did, but I didn't have a load of toys to play with unlike my little brother who practically owns the collection of doctor who and scooby doo toys; lucky thing!

Can't say I wasn't a little bit spoilt this Christmas though! I did indeed get some vee lovely clothes jewellery and a vee gorgeous watch! Very happy girl! 

I don't care how cheesy, but you did make my Christmas, and if you do read this you know fine well you did! I'm a very happy girly and I hope things stay that way! *fingers, toes, eyes and nose crossed*

This holidays has gone oh so slow and I think I couldn't of made it less productive if i tried! I've done hardly anything but nip into town and wake up half way through the day and not end up getting ready till 2:00 in the afternoon! 

Kind of looking forward to going back to school in a very strange way.. Not looking forward to these exams in the middle of January though! no revision done what so ever at all! FUCK! 

Lots Love! XX

Merry Christmas Eves Eve!

tra la la la laaaaa! two sleeps till Christmas, I've got it drilled into my mind that the actual day will be better than how much I am thinking about it!
I know practically everything I am getting from mama and papa clause, however, mama G has told me the little box wrapped on top of her wardrobe is a 'suprise' and it's something I will like very much... I hadn't thought about all this until she mentioned it to me! ta!
Not that I'm ungrateful or anything! :)

The little brother is veeeee excited bless him! Every morning for the past week I've had a personal calender to tell me how many sleeps until santa's coming...
I must say santa is a fiiiine excuse of a way for getting children to behave.. : "Remeber; santa is watching!"
Played Hide and seek with the little guy this evening to pass some time, I'm fourteen, going on fifteen, and I was so much so dedicated to playing hide and seek I spent 20 minutes hiding under a bed and refused to come out until he found me.... wow. Clearly shows what's happening to my life..

I must say, indeed i do love  sore throats! not! It's killing me! I feel ever so drained and full to the rim with cold! How lovely! Guaranteed to be present on Christmas day, yet again, lovely! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVES EVE! 

XXXXX

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul. 

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

This is practically the whole answer to my last post...

Very impressed. 

XX

You know that feeling?

You know that feeling when you think there is not one single person in the world that you're better than..?

When you look at absolutely gorgeous pictures of someone and think, ofgs!

I know life isn't about being better than anyone, its about being yourself, and i do always try to be myself, I don't know how people can act fake? Its just to much effort! But doesn't everybody get that little bit of jealousy? When you think you were as slim as them, had hair like them or something like that? 

Its just little things that get to me sometimes..?

I sound such a jealous person! Thats really bad!

Why hello there

Long time no see I believe, I have'nt really thought to write much on here recently??
Dont know why to be honest!

You know, some things really do just make me smile but I'm not sure whether I think you care as much as you say you do? I do know you, but maybe I don't know you well enough? You're lovely, and you don't half make me smile an awful lot, but like I said, are you just pretending or are you being serious?

Anyways, on another note, i cant wait till christmas! 11 days? yes!
santaclausiscomingtotown!


mhmm!


Collaged like half of my wall, I'm quite impressed! 
Mum: "okay please stop now sophie, you've done enough"


Not happening! I am getting quite into collaging it all! Find it quite therapeutic !


BYEEEE XX

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I'm getting annoyed at the very slightest things I can at the moment, I don't even know why. But any little thing someone does to wind me up makes me want to shout at them but I haven't, and I still feel the need to take my un-needed anger out!
I really need to be careful what I post on here, I'm being really stupid about it all and its becoming more of a diary than a blog. It's shit enough as it is without me creating questions about my life on it?
Decided to remove the link off my facebook for a while. Not even needed. I don't care who reads this, but until its sorted out, its staying off.

I cant be bothered with school at the moment. Every lesson today seems to have no point to it apart from 'you-need-to-get-your-arse-into-gear' kind of point. I'm so lazy. I'm practically addicted to the internet?! As soon as I open up the laptop I go straight onto facebook, to post read and post status' no one really cares to read and we all complain we're incredibly bored!
I do hardly any work to it, it's silly.

I'm finding it really hard with what I want to wear and purchase clothing wise at the moment. I'm not even sure what kind of style I have going on? I've got some lovely things for Christmas, but however hard i try, whatever i wear i feel like i haven't tried at all and I look messy!?
I don't mind wearing jeans and I've stopped wearing skirts as much; I wouldn't say what I wear is incredibly bad but I don't know what direction my wardrobe is heading in. It's got about five different styles merged into  one..

Bit of a random post but okay.

XX

ps. I fancy making a cake but mama G doesnt trust me in the kitchen, thanks! 

clothes.

Okay,  Spent a usually un-productive day of a Sunday in Newcastle mooching around dropping hints to mr and mrs clause. Is it wrong that everything I would like for Christmas is from TopShop?

Yes, that is bad..

however, they're all really lovely items of clothing! Just my whole budget blown...

1. Navy Tapered trousers
2. Jeans
3. Cream top
4. Navy cardy
5. Grey sweater 
6. Red blouse
7. Cream buttoned shirt
8. Red trimmed vest
9. Bag

That will do me very  nicely! 

I can't wait to put the Christmas tree up! It gives such a christmassy feeling to the atmosphere! love it. 

On another note; I'm getting so annoyed with some people, you like what you like, I like what I like. Get on with it.

That can do for now! 

Ciao! 

XX

ps. Micheal buble last nights programme, wow, you're amazing.

snow day? pfft.

I'd of very much appreeciated it if today, we were not at school today. What an actual waste of time. We did nothing all day!?
Stupid man, there is about 12 inches of snow + and two years of the school have to go in, probably just to make the school look good.
Honestly, completely ridiculous.

On the bright side, I started to collage my wall with loads of magazine cut outs, I got bored of my wall so thought I'd do something 'creative'; well it's hardly creative but now I do kind of fancy extending it a little bit..

The snow will not stop! It's completely ridiculous!? I know the snow can be fun, but maybe there is wayyy  too much now?!
I think we're at school tomorrow as well, just like today.
Fun fun fun. not. 

Looks a bit naff, but it will be improved! 

XX

"Edinburgh trip cancelled due to heavy snow forcast"

Well that can f off! You do know how to have a joke don't you.
 erugh! 
Okay snow, you've had your fun, can we get on with our lives now?
Pop back when we fancy a day off? ta.
The amount of dosh I have saved and how long we have waiting, I'm not impressed.
Regardless of how ill I feel today,

Oh, forgot to mention. Year 10s & 11s at school tomorrow due to GSCE mocks. That's absolutely taking the complete piss. We haven't been at school all week, who's going to bloody teach us?!

tit. 

Its snowed about 10 inches, and we're to expect even more today and tomorrow due to a lot more heavy snow..
so why do we have to go to school and the rest of the school don't when surely there is no teachers who can get it. You're a clever cloggs Pat. 
Is anybody even going into school tomorrow.

The back garden. Quite literally, a blanket of snow. 

XX